stnemgraf

Maybe I care too much..
Maybe I shouldn't try so hard..
Maybe nothing I do would make any difference at all.

But I do, I did, and I want to.
Yet knowing my own powerlessness, I chose to do nothing.
All I could do is try, and watch, and just let it slide.
Holding on to vain hope.

When was the last time I felt like this?
There was someone I tried so hard to hold on to before..
Maybe there were more than one..
Who the someones were, I now don't even remember anymore..

I don't know if it's fear, of people fading from my life again.
It's always the ones I get too attached to that disappears.

There's nothing I can do. That's how things are.
I realized it before, why couldn't I keep it in sight?
Maybe, I just don't know how to.

-End-less-